I leaned against the door frame looking on outside the window. The heat outside was wafting inside the apartment and the fans were gently blowing the air with their arms swinging without ceasing.

“Will you return to me someday?” She asked. She looked at me with very tired eyes; the bedazzlement was gone. She was no longer with a happy spirit, she knew that she had hit her limit and could no longer move the way she used to in life. She shifted slightly looking on as well with me outside the street as the warm rain was beating slowly on the roof and the shimmering on the streets outside.

“I…don’t know…but I need to go back…” I said collectedly, hinting hesitation.

There was no words to say after this point as it was all over and the enchantments were finished.

I was looking outside and the gray morning was coming. Walking behind her I slipped my hands to feel around her waist and held her close to me- pressing my face against her nape.

I did not want the sun to come…because I knew that all the things in this room, and this person in my arms, was going to disappear forever and never return to me. I could never tell her about her existence. I could never tell her the truth and it pained me so. And so I held her tightly against me, memorizing her shape and level of warmth, and kissed her one last time.

After playing a few hours of Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion and Fallout 3. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m done with playing any AAA blockbuster title as those as they require a lot of dedication and commitment. Really those two are not just games: they’re almost an obligation. And when a game become an obligation instead of something that you can come and go without worrying much, then it’s no longer fun. It’s simple as that.

I might go back to them whenever I find myself being able to spare the time to dedicate myself to them but to be all honest I don’t think I ever will. There might be other reasons in my mind (probably I did not like the graphics, the gameplay, the overload of choices that you have, etc) or just finding myself more and more in favor of particular games whereas before I likened myself to being a player of any game and being able to enjoy almost any genre.

But I guess in the end, it seems, I do have some discriminating tastes. Perhaps I really just like certain games that have a particular look to theme and pace.

So Where to go from here in the meantime? Well I’ll probably continue with first person shooter games. Those I like the most given they’re skill-based games (sometimes) and always are games that look good. Other games outside of the FPS world would probably be small indie games or whatever game out there that happens to be tickling my interest due to it’s graphical presentation.

Perhaps I might even go into console gaming and start playing PS3 games. But then again, knowing myself, PC is always my preferred gaming platform.

If there is any local San Francisco photographer to check out is Bob Carlosmontes. A lot of his work is of the still-life photographic style and is quite are quite good at vividly portraying the subject in bright color schemes and presentations.

Some photographic pieces may seem like illustrations but are, in fact, pure photographs. And this is part of the whole still-life stylistic theme that Montescarlo goes for in his work. This makes for making a photograph seem like a different medium product entirely (a photograph that looks like an illustration? Who knew?).

So check out his work and drop an email sometime! ( ^_^) (click here).

It’s the “get up and go” song to listen to start your day. (　￣ー￣)*.